Plowed
If this land is not my own
then show me where to go God of Hagar
Each morning
new melodies in my throat and
steadied hands, I
pour water on yesterday's seeds
sprinkle fertilizer
till the soil while my bones are weary
trepidation tingling in my chest.
Tomorrow something new comes
stomps the ground I toiled
with splintered palms
steals the ripening fruit
leaves the weeds behind
declares my harvest null.
When can I rest my knuckles?
Where shall I grow my tender dreams?